Getting Over Arachnophobia

Getting Over Arachnophobia

Grace is what we receive that we do not deserve while mercy is what we do not get that we do deserve. – Jack Wellman

Blessed are the merciful, for they shall be shown mercy. ~ Matthew 5:7

September is spider season, rather spider mating season. If you’ve had a wet spring and a mild summer, there are bound to be a bunch of spiders in your house, at your door, in your garden. The top Google posts on “spider season” are from the United, well not so united thanks to Brexit, Kingdom. We may think the British are a stoic lot but not when it comes to spiders. The Brits are just like us, a bunch of arachnophobes, folks scared silly by the critters.

“Squash ‘em dead” used to be my cry. It didn’t matter that the spider was the size of a poppy seed, a pea or a nickel. “Squash ‘em dead!” Their webs were full of desiccated insects, their juices the spider’s evening cocktail. The eight-legged critters killed butterflies. Brown recluse and black widows could kill humans, namely my family. Kill or be killed. “Squash ‘em dead.”

Now, I tend to leave them alone and not freak. My three year old granddaughter loves the song “Itsy Bitsy Spider.” I appreciate spiders for doing a great job of trapping mosquitos before they enter our house. I’m one of those people who leaves the spider webs up through Halloween (hey, I don’t have to decorate.)  I take pictures of dew on the webs. You know those pictures that look like diamonds hanging on a thread.

So what changed?

Age, experience, reading Charlotte’s Web to another generation? Yes, but mostly taking the ancient Christian prayer, Kyrie Eleison, to heart. Lord have mercy. Christ have mercy.

I can’t remember when this shortest of petitions became my mantra for prayer, in meditation, when there are no other words. It’s a prayer that comes from my mouth without thinking when a horrible disaster or attack unfolds. It’s my meditation when I’m anxious. It’s my prayer when I’m settling down into deeper communication with God.

It’s not so much a non-thinking prayer as much as an always thinking prayer because I am always a sinner in need of mercy, begging God to not give me what I deserve. When I am short with someone and they just smile and treat me like a nice person. When I’m less than understanding of someone else’s faults and they are patient with my own. When I’ve done a list of things that should follow me to the Pearly Gates and, instead of living a life of doom and woe, I am grateful I’ve been forgiven by our Lord, Jesus Christ and rest in that knowledge. Big or little, we all face times when we pray we don’t get what we deserve and then, well, don’t!

Spiders just go about living their lives, eating bugs, scaring the heck out of many people and maybe they deserve their reputation. But they are like us, aren’t they? Deserving of our reputation but God gives us grace and mercy on a regular basis. And if God can do that for me, if I can do that for a person who wrongs me, then granting mercy to an eight legged bug is pretty easy.

Is there a time you have been given mercy or given it to someone (or some THING!)?

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Julie Hilton Steele is an eclectic soul who’s done everything from work in a lab to pastor a church.But no matter what she’s done, she’s always been reading and writing. As a published non-fiction writer, she focused on devotions and articles about her faith and life experience,social issues, spiritual formation and church curriculum.Now she’s discovered the fun of writing fiction, immersed herselfin the 1940s and WWII, creating stories set in her birthplace of Washington DC or her most favorite place in the United States, Hawaii but still weaving messages about the gift of faith and the love of God.
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7 thoughts on “Getting Over Arachnophobia

  1. Diane

    “And if God can do that for me, if I can do that for a person who wrongs me, then granting mercy to an eight legged bug is pretty easy.” Thanks for this perspective, Sis, of how much more we should be merciful just because of what’s been done for us. So right. BUT, I must admit that I am not there yet with spiders…I will continue to kill the little buggers when they are crawling around in my house, but maybe now I will find a way to pray for them – and for me – first. (;o)

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    1. Julie Steele

      Me too. Just rather hard when they sneak up on you!

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  2. Rebecca Preston

    I see we were on the same wavelength with mercy. The Jesus Prayer and Kyrie Eleison are not so far apart: both describe our state and need. Thanks for sharing your heart in this, Julie. And, I too, have made my peace with spiders. I can co-exist with them, but would prefer they be smashed!

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    1. Julie Steele

      Sigh, so true. I am very thankful for short prayers and tiny spiders.

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  3. Piper Huguley

    Oh yes. God has been merciful lots of times. I try to remember that and give it to others. Thanks for the reminder, Julie!

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    1. Julie Steele

      Thanks for commenting! God is indeed a merciful God!

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  4. Jen

    When I was going through the worst ten+ years ago, there were times I couldn’t pray. I was either too exhausted physically or maybe just numb spiritually. I would close my eyes and say, “Oh God”. And he always showed up with mercy. Love this.

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