My Help Is On The Way

My Help is on the Way

 

This Sunday, in church, the worship band played a beautiful song about trusting God to come through when fear is overwhelming. It’s one of my favorite songs to sing, called “Always” by Kristian Stanfill. The whole song is great, but below is an excerpt to sum it up:

Troubles surround me, chaos abounding
My soul will rest in You
I will not fear the war, I will not fear the storm
My help is on the way, my help is on the way

I always love singing along with this song and am encouraged to trust God even when things are scary. This particular Sunday was different though. I had a difficult time singing along with the words and for most of the song I was silent. Frankly, I just simply felt like a liar as I attempted to sing it.

How could I stand there and sing how I would let go of fear and rest in God after the previous day?  The day before I had given into fear in a major way. I simply said to fear, “here’s my day, you’re the boss, take it.” I cowered. I didn’t trust God. I allowed situations from my past to creep in and control my present. I was mean to my husband out of fear and fake nice to everyone else that day. I believed lies. I forgot that just like the song states, “my help was on the way” and that “my soul could rest in him.”

I know it’s about progress and not perfection and that God’s grace is more than enough. But I hope each day I remember more and more… that God is greater than what I fear. Many things have scared me. And with God’s help, I’ve conquered many of them. Many more things still scare me. And with God’s help, I will conquer many more. The goal is not to eliminate fear, but rather to be faithful regardless of the fear.

I pray I choose faith over fear today. Tonight. This hour. One moment at a time, because sometimes, that’s the longest amount of time I can stand to think about being brave.

My help is on the way.

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April Jean

April Jean

April is an adolescent therapist who is also a nerd about nutrition. She and her husband, Eric, dabble in cross fit, minimalism and the art of cooking.

She is excited to share pieces of her heart with you. She hopes you will enter this journey of authenticity with all of us!
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4 thoughts on “My Help Is On The Way

  1. Diane

    “The goal is not to eliminate fear, but rather to be faithful regardless of the fear.” Such a realistic perspective – there is fear, but the choice has to be faith over it. Thanks, April, for such a breath of honesty, and faithfulness to the reality of being a King’s kid.

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    1. April

      thank you diane, appreciate you reading and commenting… and your encouragement, appreciate you! <3

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  2. Tara

    Last Christmas I got a ring inscribed with Faith Over Fear. I use at as an anchor, to refocus on God’s almighty power within me, to help me face up to whatever life throws at me. We have a saying in the Watson household- MUSU- man up, suck it up.
    Of course some days I cower and maybe eat some chocolate.
    Great post April, a reminder to take life by the moments, to do our best in them and to trust Him along the way.

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    1. April

      awesome ring idea! thanks for sharing, you go girl! I hear ya on the chocolate! 🙂

      Reply

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